I can't believe it! 1st sem for the SY 05-06 is finally over...END OF CLASSES...haha

Though next week is our finals week and for sure i'll be takin' one or two final exams and one of which is BOT121. Haaayyy... speaking of BOT 121, i was really depressed with the 4th long exam we had this morning...it's an ESSAY type and i wasn't able to finish answering all the questions..i already missed answering a 10 pts question regarding "our group's journal articles", when in the first place our group doesn't have one...haaayyy I'M DOOMED!!! I was supposed to meet up with R at starbucks after class for a coffee treat *daw* (though i'm not a coffee drinker ) BUT bcoz of that exam i decided to go home na lng & rest. I just texted him that i can't make it & explained to him that i'm depressed over a BOT121 exam.lolz. He tried to convince me to come coz "maybe he could alleviate my anxiety" BUT NO.. i better stay home and face this screen instead...haha and here's one more thing, in our SOCSCI 2 class, prof Jal returned our midterm exams. So here's another exam that would make me even more depressed (or so i thought *winks *) and he told that those that got 60 and above would be exempted from taking the finals and then he gave us some insights about the results: 22 studs got an ave above 100 and the class average was around 91%...grabe! I thought to myself , "naku nakkahiya namn kung ang baba-baba ng score ko dito..." and when sir Jal called my stud # , my heart was beating so fast but when i looked at my bluebook and saw my grade...there was a sigh of relief...haha i got a grade above 91%...so for a moment there i was in joy BUT i still can't get over that BOT121 exam. grrrrr....

Anyhow, Aunt A. flew to US this early morn and she would be gone for a couple of months.She just needed to settle her green card and SSS there and be back here just in time for Vane's bday on Dec. and then both of them would then fly back to US for good. Vanessa was left here with us and for the time-being i'll be her mommy.LOLZ.

Oh well so much for that... Ivy's asking me to fix her hair ...got to do the "mommy job" now...hahaha

'till my next post! Ciao.

Around 6am i was about to leave the house and then i recieved a text msg from Steph saying that we won't be having our Biostat class & so i was so excited to go back to my room and changed in my pj's again and get back to bed and get some more sleep.But, i don't know why i went straight to jc's room and faced in front of the pc and started checking mails, friendster, my blog, & opened my msn & ym.And then, since i checked my friendster messages first before i signed in my msn i recieved a msg from my bestfriend, Dianne about her hurts & the like...hehehe can't share it here! *winks* Anyways, timing na timing ang pagsign-in ko sa msn coz i hardly use it nowadays and so aun Dee was online and the chikka galore started. First was about the usual "love life", then college life, spiritual life, family & friends, and of course we're known for our diet talks too...hahahaha she's my parnter in everything eh-- partner in crimes..wahahaha! Gosh! miss her a lot!!! I really miss our phone talks & those sleepovers we've had back in AD! Nonstop tlga ang chat namin and it lasted for 3 hours kinulit na kc sya ni Steffi eh..imagine what more pag nsa phone kmi?! grabe i miss those phone sessions Dee!!! hirap na kc ngaun eh...overseas call...i can't afford pa! waaaaahhhh... till our next chat/ talk... don't you worry i'll keep you updated with...u know *winks* luvyah!

So at school, around 1:30pm classes were suspended coz of the transpo strike thingie but its useless din in my case coz RadBio class was also cancelled by Sir Jay coz he has to attend to his wife who's not feeling well so i just attended our 1hr undergrad seminar. Haaaayyy... but the only good thing about the suspension was that our Dept exam for Plantphysio lec was moved on Fri and that means more time for studying.. take note Lee-Ann: more time for studying ha!!!

Ok, that's all friends!!! Have a nice day!

He really does ways to get you, to talk to you & make you realize things!

Last night, when JC came home from MP, he told us that we're goin' to have a youth gathering after the 2nd service today and then i told him i won't be attending it coz i've got to study and do school works. But, like what i've said, "HE does ways to get you..." and the youth gathering was held after the 1st service instead and so i have no reasons of not attending it. The catchy part here is that Kuya Wilbert will be the one giving the talk. So what? you may ask... well Kuya Wilbert, or better yet, Dr. Wilbert U. Nono just recently passed the medical board exams and with that he shared with us his life testimony and 3 points he has learned from his student(medical)-life journey. The first point was: the EMMANUEL FACTOR is and will always be an important part of our life because without HIM there's nothing we could do all by ourselves. the second was: OBEDIENCE to your PARENTS, even if sometimes ndi mo maintindihan bakit dapat ganito at bakit dapat ndi ganito... you just obey them and in time you'll understand din the importance of obeying your parents. The last point was: GOIN' ONE STEP BEYOND, GOIN' AN EXTRA MILE & STRIVING FOR EXCELLENCE in everything that you do! I think the last point is kinda hard for me, coz i always think of myself as an average person that could only do average things. However, after hearing Doc Wilbert's talk, i will try my best to always go one step beyond, to boldly face & accept any challenges that comes my way.

The country is badly in need of REAL DOCTORS who really knows their purpose & mission in life. As Doc W. was sharing to us, out of the 1400 board passers, there are possibilities that only 500 or even less would actually have their residency here in the Phils and others would probably go abroad & join the hottest trend in Phil. medical history! you know what i mean? Hope the aspiring and future doctors out there would really see & feel the burden of this country! Let's not be blinded by $$$! Know your purpose & mission!!! And that goes for you as well Lee-Ann!

==>Doc Wilbert, thanks for sharing with us your testimony and u've really inspired us in so many ways! Congrats Doc!!! May God continually bless you and may he raise up more doctors like you that would create a change/ difference in this country.

I watched Abbie's undergrad seminar today coz i find her topic soooo interesting : "The Neuroendocrinology of Love"... hehehe interesting dba? Well it's all about the hormones that are responsible for all the blushing, weakening of the knees, d' butterflies in our stomach effect that we feel when we're IN LOVE. Some of the points i well remembered from the talk was that OXYTOCIN is the hormone of love (which is also the hormone responsible for the production of milk during lactation) and MATERNAL LOVE is the kind of love or should i say the culprit of all other kinds of love, why? coz it is the first love we felt when we came out of this world (of course aside from God's love that is)... when our mother breastfed us for the first time these love hormones are released and as we intake the milk, we also intake "love"...bsta prang ganun!
===> shout outz to Abbie: Galing mo! very well done!!! *applause..applause..* hehe

Now...now... if you're thinking i'm in love that's why Abbie's topic caught my attention...well well you're wrong! I'm just fascinated with love and wanted to know some scientific studies about it (ooohhh c'mon!!!). So i guess that concludes today's entry...i wanted to share some personal heart matters but i guess that would be reserved for next entry na lng coz Vane called me already and said that "Ikaw ang lahat sa Akin" has started already... and it's time to be kilig muna... nyahahaha

Finally!!! after those days of staying up late up to 3 in the morning staring in front of the PC and wondering what to put in my undergrad sem paper... ahhh i've been deprived of my regular 8 or even 9 hours sleep and by now i'm wondering if anytime soon a "big red zit" would appear on my face...oh well it's over...i feel like "nabunutan ako ng tinik" after i finished my talk & answered the questions raised...hahaha Back to my normal sleeping hours!!! I won't look haggard anymore...at least for this week!

Oh well, it's juz BIO 196 and there's 2 more exams for RadBio, 2 for Plant Physiology Lec, 1 for Plant physio Lab, 1 for BioStat, 1 for Socsci II, and 1 report for Plant Physio Lec, 2 for Plant physio Lab and 1 for Biostat....haaaayyy dami pa pla and to think classes will end on Oct 1...ohh nooo!!!

O sya...got to go na and my bro.'s pissing me off na!!! grrrrrrr.........

I'm not suppose to be posting an entry today since i'm really concentrating on my undergrad seminar for tomorrow but this is just something i would just like to pour out of my system. I was in the mood to have a background music while i'm working on with my seminar so i opened the windows media player and random songs kept on playing and all of a sudden a song from Sonicflood was played and it really hit me... it's not really the lyrics but i guess it was the title... i kinda miss those meaningful conversations with HIM...oh well that's all...need to get back with what i'm doin'.....


Dear Lord
Sonicflood

Dear Lord, this pain inside me
Tears me apart
And Lord the more it hurts
The harder my heart

Oh, in my darkest hour
Your every promise comes shining through
You say You're here and You calm my tears
And i know You'll never leave
Your word is true and You make all things new
And I know You're all I need

Dear Lord, my heart is breaking
Breaking in two
And Lord my spirit's torn and
Crushed without You

Higher than the stars that shine
And deeper than the sea
Is my Savior's precious love
Your love has set me free
Set me free