This morning when i woke up, the thought of "is there something wrong with me?" came to my mind. Well i know most of my single girlfriends think of this most of the time...you know these are the "ill-sickening thoughts" but here i am thinking of that too. haha. However, something came up during the day, and i found myself looking at the collection of books that we have and took the famous book of Joshua Harris- I Kissed Dating Goodbye and read it again for the 2nd time, somehow i know HE was the one who brought me to the bookshelf & got me reading that book. I got so engrossed reading it again, it's like i haven't read it before and then suddenly i remembered it all so well-- that it was my own decision not to have one yet coz im waiting for the right time to commit to a love that is "unwavering, unflagging, and totally commited"...a LOVE that is TRUE and PURE. I do believe HE definitely knows what's best for me and by the time HE knows that i'm "ready for the responsibility of commitment, He'll reveal the right person under the right circumstances."
I'm feeling a lot better now and have stopped thinking if there's something wrong with me coz i'm just fine *winks* and besides "Lee-Ann's Happy!!!" right?! hahaha
I'll end this entry with a poem from the book and get this, i'm so proud of myself coz i think i might finish reading the whole book just in one day--i'm a slow reader so YAY! lolz!
Sometime
May Riley Smith
Sometime, when all life's lessons have been learned,
And sun and stars forevermore have set,
The things which our weak judgments here have spurned,
The things o'er which we grieved with lashes wet,
will flash before us out of life's dark night,
As stars shine most in deeper tints of blue;
And we shall see how all God's plans are right,
And how what seemed reproof was love most true.
Then be content poor heart;
God's plans, like lilies pure and white, unfold;
we must not tear the close-shut leaves apart,-
Time will reveal the chalices of gold.
And if, through patient toil, we reach the land
Where tired feet, with sandals loosed, may rest,
When we shall clearly see and understand,
I think that we will say, "God knew the best!"
